i hardly got the time to meet up with my friends. feel so trapped with school. sian. life's so dull now. really have the thoughts of quiting school man. sian arhh. i miss so many people. i wanna meet them. but time! is a great problem.
later gonna have the corrosion science quiz le. sobx. i don't quite understand those chapter kwok's teaching. has been always late for his lesson. can't catch up with it now. arhh! hate afternoon lesson nahx.
there's a good news! from this week onwards. i've no school on wednesday! oh man! i'm damn happy! haha.
damn damn me. i feel so bottled up. i need some space to breathe. i want to forget everything. but it's hard. i've fall in love with him. it'll be a fact which never gonna change. he'll always be a part of me. reflecting the past. i find that i'm neither a good gf. nor a good girl. i have so many stupid thinking in me. i don't know how to express myself. i always makes people upset. i always expect so much. i always give in so much. always upset myself when i don receive the same pay back. life's so complicated. or maybe i should think on the bright side of it. i'm free from love now. must think positive. he like another girl is his problem. he haf or don haf gf is his problem. he go out with other girls is his problem. he hate me despice me is his problem. it's none of my business now rite. afterall it's his life. it's none of my business. i can't control. i can't do a thing. i can't change the fact. nothing can i do to change from reality. think positive think think think. so i shouldn't regret! NO! don't regret!
damn. i'm not feelin well. having sore throat. it's till tat extend i just wanna dig it out. having diarrorea too. sobx. luckily i have a long nap this afternoon from 1-9. muhaha. watch finish mars ytd! salute to me! muhaha. finish in 2 days for volume 2! gonna sleep again. tired. but my corrosion science is killing me. sobbies.
